March 1, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: March 1, 2015

I regret that i married YOU... YOU make my life miserable.. YOU make me a smaller person in every way imaginable..I was never enough for YOU... I feel suffocated.. I feel too low to even divorce YOU...I regret that YOU are the father of my cutie pie..YOU could have told me of your nasty, stinking past... I hate that YOU act around me all the time.. I hate the fact YOU treat me like shit and I still go to sleep pretending as if I am the luckiest person at night..I hate your melodrama with YOUR family and how I am still the odd one out there.. Even after YOUR abuse to my family I hate i am still with YOU.. I hate that my family still likes YOU and tells me to give YOU another chance..I wish I had the guts to cheat on YOU so we would be fair and square... You may think you are gods gift to women but in truth YOU are a very small man, in every way possible... Having a fair complexion doesn't make YOU irresistible to women... Thinking that it does is just plain sad.. Hate it that after saying all this, I still cook for YOU, clean for YOU, do your laundry, works for a stable financial state and will still feel unappreciated...YOU BLOODY ASSHOLE, WISH YOU WOULD GO TO HELL...

February 28, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 28, 2015

I regret faking an illness to get out of months upon months of middle and high school. I regret giving my mother depression and I regret making her cry so many times. I regret numbing myself with drugs and alcohol and I regret the hold they have on me now. I regret bottling up the bad thoughts and dismissing the good ones. I regret never showing my grand parents, aunts, uncles and cousins that I care. I regret my cowardice and self pity. I regret this thing I have become. I regret the man I will be.

February 27, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 27, 2015

My regret is making my best friend who's also my wife of twenty years hate me and now I'm afraid I'm going to lose her. She thinks I'm mad at her because she's always gone at work.The truth is I've been jealous of her for being able to get hired everywhere she tries and I can't even get an interview.

February 26, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 26, 2015

I regret not having the courage to shout from the roof tops that I am in love with a black man. I am white. I live in a small southern racist town. I am afraid he is going to get fed up and leave me soon.

February 25, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 25, 2015

My biggest regret is losing my virginity on a Tinder hookup simply because I was feeling lonely.

February 24, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 24, 2015

I never had a great relationship with my dad. We fought constantly and never really talked. He became extremely sick, and ended up passing away last summer right before I left for college. I regret not telling him I loved him. I should have shown him how much I cared about him.

February 23, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 23, 2015

I regret letting grief consume my life for 20 years after losing my daughter to cancer.

February 22, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 22, 2015

I regret leaving my Dad to go back to my mom my junior year of high school. I really feel that I hurt him badly enough that he can never bounce back. I couldn't stand him working so much and I felt alone at home all the time. He always said it would change, but it never did. I saw him less than five times throughout the next 2 years. I wonder how much different his depression would be now if I never would have done that to him.

February 20, 2015

SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 20, 2015

I regret putting that blade to my skin 4 years ago. I regret pressing down. I should have found a better way to cope. Because of that moment, 4 years ago, I still find myself wanting to grab that blade and press it to my skin. It's the only thing that truly made me feel human.

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February 19, 2015

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