September 2, 2014
September 1, 2014
I regret that I can't give up on the hopeless romantic dreams I have for myself and settle.
I regret that I want it all, the lover, the best friend, the laughter, the inside jokes. The romance...
I regret that this may make me wind up alone.
But more than anything else - I regret that no matter how hard I try, no matter where I look I can't seem to find you... I'm going to keep looking - I'm too stubborn to give up.
August 31, 2014
i regret giving you a graduation ticket and thinking i was really your daughter and you loved me enough to ignore all the stuff going on with you and mom long enough to see me walk across the stage with my diploma.
i regret crying myself to sleep because you didnt come.
i regret knowing deep inside that you wouldn't.
i regret texting you and asking you why.
i regret that i didnt give the ticket to my real dad.
August 30, 2014
August 29, 2014
i regret wishing you would love me like you love her. i regret watching as you looked at her with such admiration, and listening to you as you talked on the phone with her. i regret wishing i was her, and that you would want to spend your life with me how you say you want to spend it with her. i regret going to sleep alone when your sleeping next to her, your arms around her. i'm your wife NOT her. i shouldnt have to regret these things!!
August 28, 2014
August 27, 2014
I regret that I lie to my parents, my friends, my teachers EVERYDAY. I act fine when really everyday I go to school being this close to having a nervous breakdown. I wish I had the strength to tell them I'm falling apart inside.
August 26, 2014
I regret not ending our friendship sooner. You were never my friend and always made me feel bad about myself. I regret not telling you what I really thought of you years ago. I regret not calling you out on your bullshit even though you pointed out every flaw I ever had.
August 25, 2014
I regret leaving everything I knew, losing the person that I was, and forgetting everything I stood for. I regret the fact that I'm not happy with you, no matter how much I pretend to be. I regret the fact that I got myself into this situation and now I am stuck with no way out.
I regret introducing you to my parents because they love you so much, which makes it even harder to leave.
But most of all I regret getting pregnant by you. And I regret the fact that we are having a child together and I am not even ready to be a mom.
I regret not telling you all these things and I regret not being strong enough to leave you.