August 29, 2014
i regret wishing you would love me like you love her. i regret watching as you looked at her with such admiration, and listening to you as you talked on the phone with her. i regret wishing i was her, and that you would want to spend your life with me how you say you want to spend it with her. i regret going to sleep alone when your sleeping next to her, your arms around her. i'm your wife NOT her. i shouldnt have to regret these things!!
August 28, 2014
August 27, 2014
I regret that I lie to my parents, my friends, my teachers EVERYDAY. I act fine when really everyday I go to school being this close to having a nervous breakdown. I wish I had the strength to tell them I'm falling apart inside.
August 26, 2014
I regret not ending our friendship sooner. You were never my friend and always made me feel bad about myself. I regret not telling you what I really thought of you years ago. I regret not calling you out on your bullshit even though you pointed out every flaw I ever had.
August 25, 2014
I regret leaving everything I knew, losing the person that I was, and forgetting everything I stood for. I regret the fact that I'm not happy with you, no matter how much I pretend to be. I regret the fact that I got myself into this situation and now I am stuck with no way out.
I regret introducing you to my parents because they love you so much, which makes it even harder to leave.
But most of all I regret getting pregnant by you. And I regret the fact that we are having a child together and I am not even ready to be a mom.
I regret not telling you all these things and I regret not being strong enough to leave you.
August 24, 2014
August 23, 2014
I regret running away when I was scared. Not fighting for you when I should have. Now its too late. It's been two and a half years and the pain is just as intense as when it first happened. I miss you. I love you so very much. I would do anything to touch you or hold you, even if only for a second. Things change, people change, but I'll never stop being your mom. Time doesn't heal anything, it just makes it different.
Posted by Online Blog at 11:24 AM
August 12, 2014
I regret that you just never did seem to get it. You get one life. One chance to live authentically. One chance to be true to love, to family, and the life you have been given. Instead, I wasted 24 years with you waiting for you to get the fact that the love I and your children had for you comes only once and now its gone. I don't love you anymore. The children are barely speaking to you. Your lying and affairs have finally done what I could not for 24 years and that is to convince all of us that you will never be able to live nor love authentically. It is done. I don't regret that I tried and I certainly don't regret those loves who call me mom. But you, I finally see the light dawning in your selfish face. A dawning of your own regret. Welcome to the cold cruel world of your own choosing.
Posted by Online Blog at 6:30 AM
August 8, 2014
i do not want my former supervisor to keep bothering me. she is always looking for an angle to get me fired i have had enough its like a form of abuseand i want it to stop indefinitely. trying to keep me scared of losing my job is getting old and i want this person to know that they no longer have no power over me. the fear is simply unreal. i cant let this bother me i anymore. i want to move forward in my career and not backward i have been constantly hounded to the point of mental breakdown and i wont stand for it.you are the cause for me not to to be able to move forward. stop now no more.
August 6, 2014
I regret not being more assertive and often being paralyzed by fear. I regret letting my anxiety overwhelm me at times. I regret not being more open to change and opportunity when staying the same lead to depression and lack of excitement. I lost the life I loved by not living it fully. I lost the man I loved by becoming passive and ungrateful. I regret not doing the hard work.