I regret being distracted by my phone while we were out playing in the snow. You were amazed by the fluffy white snow, and I was too busy texting to see the delight in your face. I regret not looking up sooner to see you wander on the street, maybe I would have had enough time to pull you off the street before the neighbors car slipped on ice and hit you. I can't live with myself, I'm broken, so broken. I can't forgive myself. I'm so sorry your life was taken from you, you were only 2.....
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I am so sorry for your loss.
((((HUGS)))) I am so very sorry for your loss.
I, too, lost a child at an early age, but to a disease, not an accident. Even with all the pain I suffered, I can't imagine what you must be going through and all the guilt you must feel. But you can't change the past, and maybe you can take your guilt and anguish and channel it in a way that will do good. Perhaps you could speak to young parents about the dangers of becoming distracted and not being constantly vigilent with their young children. perhaps your words and experience might save another child's life. And do seek professional help so that you can learn to deal with this tragedy and return to some semblence of living again. I wish you the best.
Another reason added to the list of tragedies that can occur from texting on cell phones! I am sorry for your loss and I am sure you are suffering. Guilt will not add anything to your life, take that guilt and turn it into something worthwhile such as speaking to groups about the dangers of texting and cell phone use. This story is a reminder that 20 years old is too young to have a baby. Good Luck to you.
I am sorry you are living with this. So many times as parents we are distracted. An angel watches over you now, but I am sure that is little consolation. Some day let the healing begin
"This story is a reminder that 20 years old is too young to have a baby." Really that was a low blow what happened to please leave positive comments? It doesn't matter the age of the parent preventable accidents can happen to everyone, if she was 40 would you have said that's why you cant have kids when you are old?
God takes people when the time is ready - there is something, someone, or some circumstance that took your baby away. That circumstance when reading it will help someone somewhere, now, in the past, or in the future. Your baby is still here, in heaven, helping someone else. Please take comfort in that.
losing a child is the worse pain a mother can experience,my heart goes to you.There is a website you can access,it gives support to parents who have have lost children,it has been running for quite a few years,you can also google it: "compassionate friends".
I hope it will give you comfort .Take care.
Very sad. Bad things happen, you cant keep blaming yourself. I know its hard, I couldnt even imagine your pain. I hope you find peace.
*hugs* I am so very sorry for your loss and the pain you and your family must be going through.
There is nothing anyone can say to make things OK, but I hope you somehow find a bit of peace about this someday. Time does heal wounds, but scars will remain.
You've now released your regret on this site and there it goes, leave it - I too hope peace finds you. I feel you were very brave to post your story, be proud of that <3
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